Saturday, March 28, 2009
okay. it has been very long but i'll try my best to remember everything. :)
- drama rocks!!!!!!!!!
- i cried in front of tivya, nisha, aida and hari
- i cried in front of a guy for e first time in so many many years!
- i'm so lucky to have frens like them
- i apologised to syakina
- not because i'm a bitch but because i dont wanna regret it when i finally go
- i'm finally online
- and thr's no one to chat with
- oh,wait. thr's hari
- and haresh
- i think he is e one who stole it
- typical him la
- my results r ok except for the fact tat i failed humans n sci
- n got only 2 As
- ms wong is such a bimbo
- she wrote tat i like confidence
- maybe i do
- dont care la
- i miss my last time days
- when amma wasnt working
- i'm getting irritated for no reason
- we have started planning my sweet 16th bday!
- things in life happen when u least expect them to
- very true
- does anyone hate me or think i'm irritating?
- tell me e truth la.
ok gtg. bye pplz and be happy cos u nvr know when He's gonna make u sad. trust me.
9:41 PM
Thursday, March 19, 2009
yst was super duper fun man. amma really enjoyed herself. i think this is e most surprising bday she had ever had. so fast she's 47 la. and i'm gonna be 16 too. wow.
i dont know if i shd go for e funeral. its so scary.....
i dont know if wat i'm doing to syakina is correct. i feel like i'm such a bitch. i mean i am but still......
drama rocks! simply rocks!
6:36 PM
well, he did died. stupid la he.
1:06 AM
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
Aida thinks i hv been defending Hari alot particularly. Can someone explain pls?
3:03 AM
my first ever best friend has been suspected of jumping to his death
2:52 AM
Monday, March 16, 2009
okaaaaaaay. i'm so damn annoyed with syakina. she can be a very nice gal but she has so no rites to talk bad abt hari or even anyone of us. i cant stand her anymore! i side by her when she called arini a bitch thinking it was a misunderstanding and now she does this!
like wat e hell! i cant jus sit by n watch while she goes on bitching abt MY frens without them doing anything.
here this out n clear young lady! u stop doing this or i swear i'll make this hard for u. like really hard! u want tat u'll get tat! i'm so sorry syakina but i can be a mean bitch!!! if i wanna be! got tat? good.
4:23 AM
okay, drama was like super fun today. like really super fun. i really had alot of fun. but i do miss bala already. i'm sure he'll hv fun. he'll be back only on wed. n todae we made ms theresa run cos she was late. muahahaha. cool man. n e chhek of syakina to bitch abt hari. it seriously isnt easy to manage everything u no? nvm. no one cares abt tat rite? n akka let me use e comp today. hehe. today is so damn cool. ok byeeezzzzzzz.
i AM random! lol
3:57 AM
Saturday, March 14, 2009
i dont no how to link ppl la. teach me can? n i think its time i changed my blog skin n song.
12:01 AM
hey!!!
got so many many things to say. i shall start from thurs ok?
12/03/09
went to sch like super early and helped ms hesley. my voice was getting worse or shd i say i got my sexy voice. lol. i missed mrs thong's farewell concert. akka said it was super fun. n i was involved in an accident actually. our bus to ACJC banged against a car la. we were siitin at e back n darlene was like thrown off her seat la. thank god no one got hurt. thr was a little gal in e car u no? scary shit sia. if a car or sth had hit e bus, i wld not even hv been alive! now, tat's really scary. saw e green shirt guy again. so sombong la. then went back to sch n had drama again. super duper tiring la.then akka came n everyone was like e same old thing again. i cldnt say or do anything u no. hari will be like, kanages i tell ur sis then u no. super funny sia. then akka went to buy shoes n i came back la. had dinner n went to sleep to prepare for nxt day......
13/03/09
Sports Carnival!!!!!!!! had so much of fun man!but e stupid rain had to come n spoil everything. our grp won against e 4/1 grp. one of e best games i hv had so far. it was super cool ok? after my game, hari dragged me down to see e so called tactics for tug of war. i was so prepared to win him la. stupid rain! so it rained n we had e closing ceremony n e sch cheer. it was then i realised tat was my last sports carnival man. i'm so gonna miss everyone. e teachers n especially my partners in crime. aida, mysara, asnira, puteri, rx, hari, everyone. especially drama too. i've got e best buddies thr. sigh. i'm gonna miss sec sch alot n alot. ok, then i waited for akka n we went shopping at causeway point! we saw tat OCBC police guy again. he got attitude sia. akka was so so sad. hehe. then ma say she order pizza but then say dowan. i got pissed n told akka i dowan anything. she order mac n eat la. i was so hungry in e end i ate ma's canteen food. lol. i was plannin to see night at e museum but we ended up scoldin n advisin bala la. long story la. jus went to sleep.
14/03/09
woke up at 7 man! like freaking 7 AM!!!!!!!! all cos of bala. he had sch. ate quite a heavy breakfast n went online. played pet society. chatted with hari. he's fun la. i think i've got myself quite a gd guy fren. like finally! i used to envy akka so much cos she was so close to kumaran annae. now, i also got fren ok? lol. been online since then la. will be off soon. amma's going out. see ya. :)
12:01 AM
Thursday, March 5, 2009
maybe i shd hv just gone to school. everyone wants everything from me and i try to do it for them even if i'm busy but they jus dont appreciate me. no one does. not at home. not at school or even outside. i really cant take this anymore! i'm always being ignored. i'm like having a serious breakdown. it is jus not fair! i'm so stressed uo abt o levels n no one's seriously helping. they r worried yes but they're like seriously not happy. maybe i'm jus not worth their time n effort n maybe i'm just too dumb n irritating to even bother. i dont know. i think i'll soon start cuting myself cos i'm worried cos i jus hit my head like super hard many times n i'm feeling okay. i dont wanna be emo. can sumone pls help me. n i'm already sick from all the stuff going on. i dont wanna die so soon. pls.
6:31 PM
