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Thursday, December 31, 2009

The year comes to an end...

The year, 2009, has been a great lesson to me.
I have erred and learnt, all for the better.
I can finally say i am grown up, i feel grown up.
I have met great friends and my existing relationships with friends has become stronger.
Meeting many people on the net is the best thing and i have gained many friends throught that.
Some may be real psychos but what they say most of the time make sense.
They have helped me find a purpose in life.

I have also learnt that family problems are always existent and bothering about them makes me more worried and ignoring them and living life to the fullest is the best and smartest option to choose.
I will always love my family and they will too.
But i hate my dad.
Actually, i loathe him.
Whatever it is, I'm born with it and i am proud to say that i have learnt to deal with it.

My love life has been exciting.
Especially at the end of the year.
All year round, it was so boring.
Seeing the same faces i see in school, i realised that i love them all, as good friends and there is a mutual understanding between guys and me.
I have yet to find someone really good but my online relationships are quite awesome.
I am thrilled by them, actually.

I have really watched alot of movies this year.
I still cannot believe I watched my NC-16 film(hangover) with my sister!!
So many many movies and i loved them all!

Now, as the year comes to an end, i'd like to thank some, actually alot of people who have helped me in one way or another. Love you guys so much!

Mom

She has set the limits and told me what she ones.
She is a great person to rely on when it comes to goal setting and i am so glad that she finally has found a purpose in life.
She is an extremely strong woman and i wish i could be just like her in years to come.

Miss Renu

Being an older sister and teaching at the same school i study in is not an easy job.
It wasn't easy for me too but it was harder for her.

We had many misunderstandings and i'm glad i've finally graduated.
She has helped me focus and study and tell me what to do and i am lucky, very lucky.
We have started talking about more than school and it is fun.

Bala
Sibling Rivalry! :D There is never a day we never fight. But i must say, fighting with him has made me control my anger and be patient so thanks to that, bro! And all the best for your PSLE exams in the brand new year...

Aida
Well.... Without her, this year would have been so difficult.
Even though we had little time to bond, we have actually bonded very very well.

And i miss her so very much...

Mysara
We had alot of misunderstandings this year but no matter what, she will always be my favourite bitch.
I miss her too...

Hari
This is one person i truly miss. It's been ages since i last talked to him.
He really helped me when he listened to me go on and on when my other close ones were busy studying.
I think he is an awesome guy with a great family.
Good luck to him for his O levels.
Time for you to serve your sentence, dude. :D

Puteri
She is an awesome girl! I miss her so....
Lessons only became fun after she started sitting beside me :D

Salehin
I havent known him much but he is one hell of a bitch partner.
I have yet to meet him and we're gonna meet soon.
I'm looking forward to it. ;)

Arini
I have certainly become closer to her and she is not what she seems to be.
She is very sweet, actually. :)
I'm still looking for the one from Ohio for her.
And watching Avatar with her was so much of fun!

Drama
I cant name each and every person but they all have become so close to me and i miss drama club so much!
It was my fellow drama club members who made the session wotrhwhile.
As one of the exco members, i really learnt alot.
And working alongside Phoebe and Humairah was just fun.
I wanna wish all of them a very happy new year and that i'll never forget this SYF with them.
How can i forget it when Sheng Rong stuck slimy stuff in Humairah's hair.
And when we used the male toilet at school.
And when i found my prom dress.
And when I was blushing when Daen said he loves my english. (that guy is gay for god's sake!)
And when we all bitched about Ms Hesley when she scolded us after the performance.
And when we all when sentosa!
I had so much of fun guys.
Thank you so much!


Wishing you a great 2010 ahead,

♥Kanages :D






7:40 PM

Monday, December 28, 2009

How Sexy is your Zodiac Sign?

Gemini-Does Twosomes
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in bed. Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you the #### out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. ULTRA SEXY. THE MOST IRRESISTABLE...

I love this post :)

11:34 PM

Thursday, December 3, 2009

I feel vulnerable.
I feel hurt.
Why do they always have to do this to me?
Won't i ever find someone who really loves me?
Won't i ever find someone who would really cherish me?
Is sex all they think about?
If its not sex, its music or football.
Why can't they realise that feelings are more important to women?
Why must they be so selfish?
I really do not wanna remember them for how they are now.
I wanna remind them about the past.
Where there was affection and love and trust.
Now, all there is irritation, anger, hatred towards each other.
For no apparent reason.
I want it all to be sorted out.
I want it all to go back to normal.
I want it all to end.
I want it to be clear again.
It's all cloudy and confusing.
I want it all to go away.
Now...

2:24 AM

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

White Horse
by Taylor Swift
Say you're sorry
That face of an angel comes out
Just when you need it to
As I pace back and forth all this time
'CauseI honestly believed in you
Holdin' on,
The days drag on
Stupid girl I should've known, I should've known
That I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
ead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.
Maybe I was naïve,
Got lost in your eyes
I never really had a chance.
My mistake I didnt know to be in love
you had to fight to have the upper hand.
I had so many dreams about you and me
Happy endings;
Now I know
I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down.
Now its too late for you and your White Horse,
To come around.
And there you are on your knees
Begging for forgiveness,
Begging for me
Just like I always wanted,
But I'm so sorry
Cause Im not your princess
This aint a fairytale
Im gonna find someone,
Some day
Who might actually treat me well.
This is a big world,
That was a small town
There in my rearview mirror,
Disappearing now.
And it's too late for you and your White Horse,
Now its too late for you and your White Horse
To catch me now.
Try and catch me now
It's too late
To catch me now.

12:11 AM






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