Maybe, just maybe I should have joined the contest.
I mean not many know that I can sing but they are millions of others who sing better.
Anyways there's always next time. :D

Omg, today was a disaster.

1. I woke up too early for no apparent reason and had a anagging headache.

2. I happily dressed up and my mascara smudged when i sneezed all of a sudden. As a result, had to apply my eye liner again.

3. Went down to mom's canteen and saw new cleaners, two Singapore polytechnic students doing part time work during holidays. So, had to live with the fact that two cute guys are gonna see me do dirty work.

4. My dear students came and i scolded them coz they just piss me off nowadays. Making so much of noice failing their tests. So i told them off and felt real bad, come on, they're only eight.

5. Had to cancel lunch date with mysara and hawa coz mom needed help at work. Sincere Apologies.

6. Had to cancel going for drama for the same reason. work, work and more work. A very big sorry to tivya and hari. i really am. i'm not trying to break promises, it just happens.

7. And those two guys came and talked to me. they are cute but not soooo cute, just normal cute. but i panicked and acted like such a F***ing Bimbo. I just said hi and rushed off. They most probably thought i was such a bimbo. I seriously hope i don't meet them at school or SP or anywhere. Please god, i plead with you. I felt so embarrassed and i didnt even bother trying to ask them what they said. SO F***ING STUPID,KANAGES!!!!!

8. To make matters worse, mom has been teasing about it. and she even told bala. its so pai seh! like i dont even know how to talk to guys. I have no idea what came over me. I mean, you guys know i'm like the first person to talk to a new guy. but, aiyo, today i was like acting like i was some 5 year old kid. wait, nowadays, five year olds talk sooo much. Anyways, i feel like screaming nah. :(((((

9. I have tuition.

Can it get worse?
I hope not.
:(

Kiss me
by: Avril Lavigne

Kiss me
out of the bearded barly
nightly
beside the green green grass
swing swing (swing swing)
swing the spinning step
you wear those shoes and
i will wear that dress.
ohhhh......
(chorus)
kiss me
beneath the milky twilight
lead me
out on the moonlit floor,
lift your open hand
strike up the band and
make the fog lights dance
silver moon sparkling.
So, kiss me.
Kiss me (kiss me)
Down by the broken tree house
Swing me (swing me)
upon it's hanging tire,
Bring bring (bring bring)
bring your flowerhat
we'll take the trail marked on your father's map,
ohhhhh
kiss me
beneath the milky twilight
lead me
out on the moonlit floor,
lift your open hand
strike up the band and
make the fog lights dance
silver moon sparkling.
So, kiss me.
....kiss me
beneath the milky twilight
lead me
out on the moonlit floor,
lift your open hand
strike up the band and make the fog lights dance
silver moon sparkling.
So, kiss me.
So, kiss me.
So, kiss me.(lalala lalala)
So, kiss me.
Thank you (spoken)

Imagine this scenario:
You are walking down the street and you see a group of guys to your right
Once they see you, they start singing and teasing and cat-calling.
and how will you feel towards that?
Will you be annoyed or flattered?
Because i felt so irritated when they did that.
I think its rude and ridiculous.
However, my sis thinks if she were in my shoes, she'll feel flattered and happy.
Yesterday, I realised that though we''re close, we're miles apart when it comes to thinking and analysing.
We're a substance of our own.