Thursday, April 29, 2010
Do I look like I care. No. Its your husband, do wateva you want but dont come running to me when it all goes wrong.
7:02 PM
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
I could just strangle her, seriousy. She promised me not to care about this matter. I feel so cheated by both herself and her husband. Like wat the hell man. I hate this life so much, I wonder when I'll get freed from all this.
8:15 PM
Its been a long time since I had cried for my dad.
But I have cried because of him, a million times.
And now, when he needs us the most, I just dont feel like it.
I dont know what to feel, I feel empty.
I feel motionless.
Call me evil, call me cruel, I dont care.
I hate him and that's that.
♥Kanages
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4:46 AM
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
I hate him, like so much. He's making life so difficult. I've been traumatised by him for more than half of my life. Seriously, what the fuck does he want? So annoying. He doesnt like being happy and neither does he let us be happy. Like wat the fuck right. I wonder why man are like this. Is it so hard to be normal? Is it unfair for me to wish I was normal? And my family was normal. And everything's fine. And I dont need to come home and hear her whine and cry. I feel so fucked up, seriously.
"In our family potrait, we look pretty happy. Let's play pretend like it comes naturally."
7:07 AM
Sunday, April 25, 2010
I said no.
Yes I did.
He tried so much to convince me.
But no, I'm not moving.
I have made up my mind.
And the decision stays the same.
Oh and I think my class is awesome
6:34 AM
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Yes, I am like so confused. Everything's changing so fast. First it was dad. He just stopped talking. And then him. He appeared as fast as he disappeared. Then Sissy. She says I've changed in just 3 days. How's that even possible? And school. People get nicer and then less nicer. Who am i to trust?
9:07 PM
Sunday, April 18, 2010
Jai Ho!
Tat's a private joke btw.
I need to get closer to my classmates.
Being with them for the next three years must not be hellish.
So i must bond.
Say hi,
Be hyper,
And Smile :)
9:22 PM
Saturday, April 17, 2010
He's got me smiling again.
I feel so good.
It feels magical, to be no one's and then all of a sudden,
be showered with so much of passion.
I want this to end in a good way
if not, the consequences will be brutal.
I wanna forget all and be needed by him.
No I dont wanna get hurt again.
He's got me feeling like a child now, really...
10:34 AM
