i feel troubled cos no one understands
its always them
she is hurt
he has no money
she has no boyfren
he has no PSP
i must be sensetive towards their feelings
i must take care of them
i must give in to them
i must do everything for them
i must study for them
i must not have a boy fren cos of them
why is it nvr me?
dont i hv a brain?
dont i hv a heart?
dont i hv feelings?
dont i hv desires?
dont i hv a soul?
they say they love me
but it sounds like a lie when they make use of me
this aint family
i wanna go back in time
when problems were okay
when dad used to play snap with us
when wateva i said was funny n cute
when i was e pet in e family
when no one interfered
when mom was mine
when sis was mine
when bala was mine
cos now they only think abt themselves
they hv forgotten me
i'm hurt
deeply
cos i cry while i write this
cos e sorrow is overwhelming
cos e burden in my heart is real heavy
and so i cry