maybe i shd hv just gone to school. everyone wants everything from me and i try to do it for them even if i'm busy but they jus dont appreciate me. no one does. not at home. not at school or even outside. i really cant take this anymore! i'm always being ignored. i'm like having a serious breakdown. it is jus not fair! i'm so stressed uo abt o levels n no one's seriously helping. they r worried yes but they're like seriously not happy. maybe i'm jus not worth their time n effort n maybe i'm just too dumb n irritating to even bother. i dont know. i think i'll soon start cuting myself cos i'm worried cos i jus hit my head like super hard many times n i'm feeling okay. i dont wanna be emo. can sumone pls help me. n i'm already sick from all the stuff going on. i dont wanna die so soon. pls.