PUTERI ARINNI.........

Well, Puteri is a gem.
Too bad ppl dont understand her.
She can be so nice & thr's not a day in which i was angry at her or tot she was such a bitch.
In class, she's my only companion cos she sits besides me & all the things we do is totally crazy.
She can be so sweet & adorable & its jus so much fun being with her.
U can say tat she's my first partner-in-crime.
Here are a list of stuff we do in class.
Yeah, u read it right, in class...

• Play bingo
• Eat
• Bitch
• Doodle
• Stare at ppl walking past our class & in our class for no apparent reason
• Look out for cute guys, which includes teachers
• Filing
• Read
• Talk crap
• Talk more crap
• Did i mention eat?
• Daydream
• Help each other copy ans when e other is bz in la-la-land

And here are a list of stuff we eat in class. Yup, we do eat in class....

• Currypuff
• Biscuits
• Sugar cookies
• Chocolate
• Bread with nutella spread
• Bandung
• Sweets
• Nuggets
• Goreng Pisang
• Kueh kueh
• Hotdog
• Cake
• Twisties
• You tiao
• Mentos

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All the crap we do is simply hilarious. I'm jus gonna miss her so much when sch ends. I'd jus like to apologise to her if i'd done or said anything offensive to her. Puteri, i love u so many many much!

Oh ya, almost forgot... My nickname for her is Potassium!

Frens Forever!

Because of you- Kelly Clarkeson

Because of you, I am afraid........

I seriously do not know why, but whenever i watch this video, i always cry.........

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I will never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I will never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I will never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you

Okayz..... It has been a very very bz mth actually. my hols were taken up jus by mugging & my parents fighting. I was so damn freaking happy when my dad announced to us, siblings tat he wants to divorce my mother. however, as all happy things come to an end and e empty vessel make se most noise, my wish did not come true. so here they are, still fighting. i'm alright with my studies. its jus tat when i start, i can't stop & when i stop, it takes me much effort to start again. i'd like to apologise to all those ppl whom i've ignored or neglected cos my life is really getting to me.... i'm not getting emo or anything, trust me, but it really hurts to know tat ur father is talking to his gal fren on e phone with u at home & ur mother can't get over him& ur siblings are going thru e same emotions as u. it really does hurt. my sis shows e pain by concentrating on her work & showering her love on her siblings. i do it by jus studying & crying & bitching but poor bala. he's not yet even 11. he's jus getting rebellious. i seriously dont know wat to do. i'm not saying dad is a bad man or anything but he really needs to start deciding if he wants home or sth else. i wonder why thr isnt such a thing called divorcing you father. i'm dead honest i'll be the first one signing up for it.

and i miss drama so much! it was e only thing tat made me not worry abt anything. i cld really be myself.... sigh... i really do miss u all. :(

and pls i know i shdnt be writing all these cos it might, jus might, affect my sista but i hv to or else soon the headlines of straits times will be 'teenage girl dies of head explosion' or sth...
those r e complains for now.... i'll write sooooon.......
ummm, actually, in a mth's time. hehehe...

oh ya i kena LOA cos karthik is sick. i really do want him to get well soon....

till i see you again. adious ppl! xD