Okayz..... It has been a very very bz mth actually. my hols were taken up jus by mugging & my parents fighting. I was so damn freaking happy when my dad announced to us, siblings tat he wants to divorce my mother. however, as all happy things come to an end and e empty vessel make se most noise, my wish did not come true. so here they are, still fighting. i'm alright with my studies. its jus tat when i start, i can't stop & when i stop, it takes me much effort to start again. i'd like to apologise to all those ppl whom i've ignored or neglected cos my life is really getting to me.... i'm not getting emo or anything, trust me, but it really hurts to know tat ur father is talking to his gal fren on e phone with u at home & ur mother can't get over him& ur siblings are going thru e same emotions as u. it really does hurt. my sis shows e pain by concentrating on her work & showering her love on her siblings. i do it by jus studying & crying & bitching but poor bala. he's not yet even 11. he's jus getting rebellious. i seriously dont know wat to do. i'm not saying dad is a bad man or anything but he really needs to start deciding if he wants home or sth else. i wonder why thr isnt such a thing called divorcing you father. i'm dead honest i'll be the first one signing up for it.

and i miss drama so much! it was e only thing tat made me not worry abt anything. i cld really be myself.... sigh... i really do miss u all. :(

and pls i know i shdnt be writing all these cos it might, jus might, affect my sista but i hv to or else soon the headlines of straits times will be 'teenage girl dies of head explosion' or sth...
those r e complains for now.... i'll write sooooon.......
ummm, actually, in a mth's time. hehehe...

oh ya i kena LOA cos karthik is sick. i really do want him to get well soon....

till i see you again. adious ppl! xD