I dont get it, I just dont get it.
Everything's so screwd up.
And I dont know why.
I just wanna blame him for everything.
But is everything he's fault?
Is he the reason for every fucked up thing?
I feel so confused and fucked up.
Nothing's going right.
I feel like giving up.
I dont wanan go through this again.
I feel so fucking troubled.
I have no patience or whatsoever for all this.
If you're feeling down, I also have all fucking rights to feel fucked up and unwanted.
She didnt think about me too.
And you're the only thing I have.
How could you just tell me that you wont die and will come back.
If you feel unloved, I feel more that way.
Atleast, you have a sister who loves you dearly and will give her life for you.
But for me, even my sister is not understanding me.
That feeling sucks.
Like you're alone and nothing matters and you feel like dying.
I feel like dying.