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Monday, June 21, 2010

The urge and desire to be with a man is overwhelming me.

Yes, I want a man in my life, so freaking bad.
I bet I sound all desperate but hey, I doubt any guy has a single crush on me for atleast an hour.
What's wrong with me?
I am smart, witty, funny, adorable and pretty.
Sounds like I'm perfect but isnt that the whole point?
Someone who thinks I'm perfect and flawless.
The only disadvantage that's so freaking obvious is my weight, or more likely, my physical appearance.
I am fat, no one's denying that.
But how can guys be so naive and use that as a reason to think, and not to know but think, I'm a turnoff?
I know of so many guys say I'm pretty, hot, special to them, blah, blah, blah.
Of course, they're my friends only.
I'm that funny girl next door who bakes you cookies and makes them smile and tell them they are still loved when their girlfriend of god know how many years ditches you.
I'm so sick of being that. Of being special and feel beautiful but dont feel it at all.
I wanna be that special someone who makes me laugh and my eyes sparkle.
I think soon enough, even bff, who looks more gorgeous day by day will get kissed and I'll be the only member of the Never Been Kissed club.

Seeking the love of my life, never knew it'd be such a hassle.

11:42 PM

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