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Friday, July 16, 2010

Hey Miss Azizah,

We’re coping better now but it was so sudden that in these ten days, I sometimes forget he’s gone.
What happened was that he had an heart attack. He’s heart simply stopped. Even on Tuesday, I had been talking to me. We had a long talk about football and all.
And even on Wednesday morning he had been fine. But at around 9am, the airport police found him at the taxi queue at changi airport coz he’s taxi wasn’t moving in the queue. He’s heart had already stopped by then. But then the paramedics revived him but since there was no oxygen being sent to his brain after his heart stopped, his brain was damaged. So even if he had survived, he would have remained as a vegetable all his life.
He gradually slipped away, we were there when he passed on, it seemed like some tamil movie, seriously. I still can’t believe it also. Any time I’m expecting him to walk through the door and scold me.
Talking about how he passed on makes me accept and understand the situation better and so thank you so much for asking me. It makes me feel better. And I really think I need time, for everything to sink in coz even if I can accept it, I cannot believe it.
Omggg, I feel like I'm talking too much, really. Take care too Miss Azizah. I seriously cant afford to lose anyone anymore.

Kanages

7:19 AM

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