It has been four days already, and I cant help but wonder how I'm gonna survive the next four months, the next four years.
I still cant beleive it, I just feel like telling random people and tell them how awesome my dad was even though he was such a bitch most of the times.
That's what that made him my dad right? I mean if people as me who my dad was, I can only say this much things coz that was what he was, like how I am, like how everybody has a personality.
I dont know, everything is so confusing, really.