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Friday, July 16, 2010

Ten days already.
How fast can time fly?
I still can’t come to terms with it.
It’s only in these ten days that I realise that many people actually care about me and I must hang in there, for all the people who love me so much.
I feel really amused that such things can even change people's attitudes towards us. People who used to be so rude are saying that they’ll always be there and are apologising for being that way. And also, people whom I used to be unhappy with seem like better beings and I realise I do love and care about them, even though I used to think I dislike them.
I cried in class today, something that I swore I wouldn’t do. However, when Miss Simone talked about her family, I just couldn’t take it. She opened me up in a way. She’s the only person who asked me how I feel and what I am afraid of right now. That helped, not in a big way but at least a little.
And then later today, I was asking my sister to dress up for racial harmony day and she said, for what? Still griefing what. And I just gasped, I couldn’t help it. I had actually forgotten that he had passed away. And I started crying again. That sucked, really.
Everything sucks. I feel sucky.

7:20 AM

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All the world's a stage, and all the men and women merely players: they have their exits and their entrances; and one man in his time plays many parts, his acts being seven ages.
-William Shakespeare

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